I kinda took Miss Lonelyhearts by Nathaniel West, and changed it up to suite my style.

The past three months have been intense. Things have changed, now.

I have someone new living here at the house. We get along. Weekends only, for going out and partying.

New dude, his friend, and myself will probably end up going out this weekend. I haven’t been out of the house to have some fun in a long time.

By the way, I may not end up drinking when we go out. Mainly, I’m trying to meet a woman who I could start seeing on the regular. It’s also been a long time since that’s happened.

I don’t want to be so alone. It’s draining my life force. Book clubs, going out, bookstores. Maybe check out first Fridays again. There’s plenty to do in this city. I only need put myself in the mix. No one is magically going to come over to my place to hang and relax. Plus it’s good not to hang and relax all the time. Perfect time of year for hiking and getting outdoors. So there’s also that going on.

I’ve spent several years pretty much isolated. Besides the roommate, that’s it. Well, occasionally I see family. But meeting new people? Or going out more than once a month to dine, if that? Wasn’t happening. I’m not accusing or blaming anyone. I’m ready to not sit around all the time. I know that, for sure.