I went to an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting today.

I cannot do this by myself anymore. The only way out of this vicious cycle is to go to a meeting every day. Today was the first meeting I’ve been to in three years.

I was nervous but I did acknowledge myself as an alcoholic. I did express gratitude for being there and listening.

I’m excited to show up tomorrow. Tomorrow I plan to find a sponsor. Then begin working the steps and reading the big book.

Back to ground zero plus half a day sober.

Plus, I feel accepted as an alcoholic in recovery, within this meeting. I got blessed with luck. I plan to stick with this same meeting and the people I saw today. I hope to see them there tomorrow.