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  • Even If…

    Even if certain individuals are narcissists, even if some people are sociopaths, it doesn’t matter to what I’m doing. Even if I go days without anyone reading my work, it doesn’t matter. I continue to work despite the “even if” scenarios. I don’t need your acceptance or approval to bust a move within a sentence.…

  • Orlando, Florida

    Orlando, Florida

    Sometime in the summer of 2011, I decided to buy a year round season pass to Islands of Adventure and Universal Studios. Both are theme parks, both adjacent to one another. The first thing I remember was the pass wasn’t cheap. Theme park passes usually aren’t inexpensive, but what the hell did I know. I…

  • The Movie, Joker

    I remember being more excited for this movie’s release than any other movie I can think of. At the time, I was in the beginning stages of my new reality. I was also more aware of my mood disorder, even though I still had yet to figure out what mental illnesses I had been dealt.…

  • Special Part II

    As far as family goes, I’ve really only got one sister, my mom and dad, my grandpa, and my one aunt. The other two aunts left me when my grandma passed away in 2015. My other sister, the baby of us siblings, is what I’d call a true lone wolf type of individual. My uncles…

  • Special

    If you ever have the chance to make someone feel special, go for it. There’s a woman I know. She doesn’t have much longer to live. Terminal illness. It hit me like a brick wall today. There will come a day in the future. She’ll be gone. She’ll have passed on to whatever comes next.…

  • Friends

    I do consider myself lucky to know people from social media, people whom I see as friends. It’s not an allegiance, I don’t want your allegiance, or loyalty. What I mean is, if we can connect because we enjoy one another, or want to be supportive, that’s awesome. But I’m not a leader. I’m a…

  • Concepts to Accept

    One of my all-time favorite tv shows remains to be the Seinfeld show. Or, just, Seinfeld. Even if you’re not a fan of Seinfeld you probably know what the show is about. It’s basic stuff, a show about nothing. Yet there’s always something going on in each episode of Seinfeld. It’s also a show about…

  • College

    Until I finally received a bachelors in English Literature, getting a bachelors degree was the biggest thing my family wanted me to get. Even my schizophrenic great uncle has a bachelors. My dad’s side of the family really wanted me to be educated, with a degree. My mom’s side cared too, but it wasn’t make…

  • Remove Emotional Baggage

    Over my years of living life, emotional pain has latched on to my psyche. At the time I was unaware that it was by my own invitation to emotional pain that allowed that luggage to be a burden I was, attached to. I think it’s a process to effectively detach from the pain and suffering.…

  • Got Dang it

    I give up trying to predict the future. Lots of us don’t get what we want when we want it. People learn to accept reality for what it is. I accept how things are for me as they appear. The tough part for me is to let it be without letting it throw me off…