Without working the steps in the big book, it’s pointless. I’m not here to say the big book is for every single person. There are many ways to skin a cat, so to speak- I’d never harm a kitten. I see old kittens as baby kittens. Time doesn’t change animal beings. They might slow down,…

I believe the song is called, Circles. As in, “we’re just running in circles”, as in- this is stupid, we’re not moving forward, we’re not evolving together as a couple. If I cannot grow with someone else, I must first look inward. Am I selfish? That’s one question I ask myself on a moment to…

Today, I remain sober to succeed in sobriety from alcohol for six days. I’m not sure, six, or 6, or six6six. Haha. Just kidding, come on now. I’m kinda jazzed today. Razz a mat hap-hazardous jams. However, I’m down for the sobriety-ness. I want the best for me. I want to be kind to myself,…

It’s now 9:15 am I got solid sleep, now I feel much better. Sleep sometimes eludes me, although, I’m aware of how important a proper night’s rest is for me. It’s now 3:38 pm, and I am once again tired. I’m content, and tired. Still sober from alcohol. At some point I won’t mention my…

I guess the reason for this no-sleep mode is beyond me. Now I’m doing my best to remain chill. I did take another couple baby hits of cannabis. Just inhaled an entire cigarette to the lungs. I’m still good enough that I don’t have a strong urge or sensation to want to drink beer. The…

Was overall an amazing fucking day. See, I’m going to say shit, fuck, ass- because I’m sober, and sometimes swear words help me achieve the rush I seek. Also, this is day 2. I am but a newborn sober baby. I’m in my infancy, the beginning stages of a life free from substances. I did…

This past weekend, alcohol once again put me in a negative mental state. My brain health was low, I was acting out like a child. I’m not saying without alcohol, I’m going to be perfect. I am saying that without alcohol, 99.9 percent of disaster I cause will be no more. I’m going to journal…

Can’t seem to dose off tonight. I like this title, dunno if I’m sold on it 100 percent, but it’s halfway there. I’m going to begin to write fiction here. Why not. I have to try something different, since my views/visitors stats have gone down by a significant amount. That’s it really. I’m done with…

Laugh out loud. I wrote a post yesterday, to reveal more about me and my actual name. For some reason, I can’t find the post in my drafts, or published posts. Huh. Well, I guess it wasn’t meant to be. Not at this time. Maybe the God of the Internet knew it wasn’t the right…